The depression from the last journal entry is mostly gone, although it never truly goes away- it's just more noticeable for me as the winter months draw closer. That technology/isolation-induced depression is actually the main theme of a certain story of mine that has refused to die for five years... but enough of that. Time for an update on my life.

I've started on the Saturday night camera team at my church, which is quite a bit of fun, although I have a feeling I could serve more elsewhere, especially since I tend to shake the tripod from time to time with too much bottled-up energy. Also, contributing to the depression of the last post was the end of my first real bf/gf relationship. Messy stuff, those emotions, especially since I'm the one that made the mistake that ended it. Ah well. Live and learn is my new motto, and I'm not depressed anymore. I think the whole thing was just God's way of boosting my low self-confidence a bit.

In another, somewhat related story, I keep on meeting long-lost female friends that I knew as a kid...